I haven't been here much at all lately. I read a few words here and there, but I can't focus enough to read any post. I'm very sorry.

I been only going to T about once every 4-6 weeks. Not able to do much more right now. Did see T last week and he wants me inpatient, but there are no beds open right now in the state. I don't have insurance, so I'm limited. I'm failing most of my classes right now. I try I really do. I just can't remember anything. My ED has gotten extremely not of control. Purging is the only thing that comforts me right now.
I can't write anymore. sorry