Here I'm not coping with emotions, it's more without them. I don't remember ever having emotions or anything of that sort. I don't feel happiness or sadness or guilt. I can remember having sorrow at a funeral once. Other than that I haven't really felt anything. Through the years I've faked happiness with friends and I've pretended. Even now I still do. I just want to know who else has experienced this and what else can anyone tell about it.