p.s. talking to me about this stuff doesn't do any good so don't try. I'm eviscerated inside -- this is nothing but a hologram (hollow gram) running pre-programmed communiqués which no longer have any meaning to myself because there is no longer any myself for them to have meaning for. It's literally like a ghost -- you're just seeing a hodgepodge collection -- a jumbled historical record/recording -- of past thoughts, feelings, mindsets, ideas, etc. that are no longer relevant or dynamic because they are just vacuous impressions where a person used to live, and the person is no longer among the living.