my sophomore year of high school, a girl handed me a backpack and asked me to walk down the hallway. I asked her what she wanted but when I turned around she was gone. I hear a guy screaming and yelling, down the hallway where's my backpack where's my **** backpack. I said hey bro. Here, some girl handed it to me my bad. HE was like Don't ****** touch me And sweared a ton. I told him he could tell the office if he want just relax and he kept swearing. So I was well here you go man, if you got a problem go to the principle I got no problem with it. As I walk, everything goes black, I come to and I'm standing with my boxing guard up and I'm being punched Then I uppercut him in the jaw, I'm completely confused but whatever. He calls me a punk I run at him we just starting going blow for blow But after awhile I feel like I'm getting pressed back. Till a guy breaks up the fight. When he looks at me he's shocked. The guy walks off as the teachers come. He says I **** you up And I screamed you didn't **** anyone up and he ran. I later learned he ran to the nurses office because all his knuckles were broke. From that day, I've felt uncomfortable with fights. I've been training like crap. I've been boxing my punching bag for days. I can't watch fight compilations without feeling uneasy(not like I liked them before), but fightning gives me anxiety.Am I tramatized?Feel like I lost. No one looked down on me for the moment. I didn't cause it. I got more friends from it then people who mocked me. It was the only time I've ever wanted to hurt someone so bad after. I felt weak.