{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Mary Alice}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

The first thing I am going to tell you hun is that you are not worthless or a freak. You have more heart and soul in your spirit than he would ever even know. Please hun...listen to us when we tell you that ok? You are suffering so much and it breaks my heart when I see what he is doing to you. You are hurting more than you will admit to us and especially to yourself. You are worth so much to so many people.

Are you close to a woman's centre/crisis centre? Please make that phone call to them. They are there to help you and they will. I think I told you before that I am on various committees with our local centre here and believe me when I tell you that they are there for you. They will help take care of you and your son. You won't have to tell your husband what you are doing - they will help and protect you. Can you tell me where you are located? US or Canada? I have so many contacts with our centre that I can help you in anyway I can ok? Please do this for you and your son. There is hope and we are here for you to help you.

Please post to let us know how you are doing...we care for you.

Hugs
Heather

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