I think about it when I help my mom with walking,cooking etc. She says she's sorry that I have to do this and I say I love you and want to be here for you. But I'm thinking...who in the he'll is going to help me?? No one. Then suicide pops back into my mind.
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"Couldn't get outta bed
Ten ton bricks layin' on my head
Persecute the crucified
Kill a man for losing his mind"
By STP
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