I am sorry you feel this way...

I can't say my struggle is that specific, but I simply cannot forgive myself for anything in my past that I deem to be "wrong" (which is a bunch of stuff it seems...)..

I am SO judgmental of myself. I am so full of self-loathing. I have no idea how not to be . When it comes to others, I am forgiving. I understand. I have compassion. But I am not allowed that for myself.

So I can relate.