I knew I had low self esteem, but after taking that quiz, I found that I had none at all. I scored a 2 on it. Each day I feel a bit worse. I cry everyday, when I look in the mirror.

My problem is, I think, no wait, believe, that I am ugly, fat, and replusive to others. I don't know how my husband stands the sight of me. The poor guy, he is a good looking man, and he is saddled with me forever. What was he thinking?

I have many issues with my mental health, I am a schizophrenic, I have no self worth and am often in a depression as well. None of these things helps me lift my opion of my self in the least bit. I don't know how I am supposed to feel better about myself if I have all these things wrong with me. It seems hopeless at times, actually most of the time.

I wish I was a better wife, I have no interest in sex most times. I cringe at the thought of being naked, I should not be allowed to be naked ever as I am so disgusting.

My husband gets frustrated with me when I tell him how I really feel. Honestly, I have no idea where these feelings come from, but I truly believe that women are useless and only good for cleaning the house, taking care of kids, and servicing their husbands. Ih ave thought that for as long as I can remember. My husband says I have a very warped view of life and how things really are.

I don't know how to relate to others, I don't know how to change.