I am feeling particularly crap about this today. He hasn't been in touch and I miss the contact, for all it is. I know I can't get in touch with him, I just have to stay away, but it's really hard. The fact he hasn't been in touch says it all. he doesn't give a **** and I should have known better to ever think he did. I would cry but I've put my mascara on and I'll have to try and think of something else.

Edit: I didn't realise this forum automatically blanked out swear words! I wasn't expecting that but I suppose it's a good thing. I am through with men and no offence to any on here, you could be all decent so I am not trying to criticuse you but I can't go through this again. It is awful.