Most of the time when I dream it's of my fiance, and they are rarely happy dreams. Never of our wedding, future family. Instead of us breaking up or him cheating.
The dream I just woke up from. We were both at uni, even though I have no plans at all to go. He started ignoring me, like I would walk near him and he would go up busy elevators to get away from me. Eventually he shouted that it was over and I could feel the pain of the breakup in my chest and felt my heart break, even though it was a dream. He then started hanging around with a girl I fell out with as a child (??) I asked if he'd been dating her now and he said she'd given him head and I felt like screaming and crying. I've woke up feeling very unsettled..
I have cyclothymia by the way. Can someone please help me, why am I plagued with dreams like this?
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