OMG! OMG!
I just read more about OCD, and yep, that's exactly what it is. As a matter of fact, the correct term (in my case) is ROCD (Relationship OCD).
It was amazing reading myself!
I mean, I'm so bad that, while knowing his habits, I've made him out to be with another woman 24/7! Yes, we're in a relationship, and, lol, I'm so slow he's the one who let me know, and now I have this man doing all sorts of things. Oh he's not the first to be the object of my thoughts, don't get me wrong, but he's the first where I recognize where the problem is from.