I felt completely consumed by these powerful emotions. I'm not sure I can identify all the emotions. I know there was deep despair and sorrow but the other feelings I can't name. Even now as I am writing this I feel pain in my heart. I don't have anything specific to identify what these feelings come from. It's just absolute crushing despair with not identifiable reason. If I feel sadness over a memory I can explore the feeling and understand why I have sadness. And try to put the feeling of sadness in the proper time. But the part who is made up of these emotions is very heavy, very quiet, soft spoken, but hard to move. I think she presents overwhelmed but reserved. She didn't have anger. Just bottomless emotional pain.