A little of both

now i have to deal with the obvious stigma (which is never really, and is never fun), but I'm also sort of glad of it.. I mean, i'm not just the weird person with something wrong with her. it was important to me that I got given the name of it, because, mainly, I didn't want to feel like the crazy woman no one could diagnose- plus i can now read up about it and constantly learn about it