When she was talking with t she was almost monotone and spoke slowly. Not at all like someone who holds such pain. I don't think she knows any other way to be. And I think if she could let the emotions be expressed she would no longer need to be a helper. She does not seem to care either way if we were overwhelmed by her presence or not. She does seem curious about t and other parts. I don't know why. But I think she is the one to open the flood gates. Knowingly or not.