I have been on Buspar for a week and a half now. Before I was just passive about killing myself. I mean it never appealed to me but if it happened I could care less. After I started taking the Buspar 60mg two times a day for about 4 days I started getting really depressed and even sat and wrote a suicidal letter to my mother. I had never felt like that before. Should I stop taking it? My doctor said just reduce the dose to 60mg a day but it hasn't seem to be helping. I haven't called my doc yet but am first thing in the morning.