Do you mean you wanted someone to tell you... what exactly was happening for you in that moment? That it *couldn't* happen that way? I am not sure what you mean (and I am not offended in the slightest.)

Or do you mean you wanted someone to validate that an alter or some other force did actually take control of your hand?

(To be honest that would be my best guess - that an alter took control of your hand... instead of coming fully forward took partial control and did what he or she needed to do).