One thing I maybe realizing is I am very vulnerable to being sexually exploited I never realized it before. My psychiatrist asked me if he thinks I could be vulnerable to be sexually exploited just because I replied and talked to creeps for so long. That I talked with guys that threatened with rape for so long. That I talked to 40 year old guys that wanted to help me get pregnant for so long. I think about all the actions and a few of the guys that groped me and it makes sense. It makes sense that I am vulnerable to being sexually exploited and because I am so sensitive and all that it makes it easy for guys to black mail me to send nudes or threaten me with the police. I never saw it or realized it before but I cry for being the weaker person. My whole experience with sex also has sexual exposition written all over my head. As a 14 year old tried to influence me to lose my virginity. I never realized how evil and nasty that is but I realize now.