Welcome to PC. I'm relatively new and I can empathise with what you've gone through and are going through. I'm sure there are alot of people here that are willing to help you make peace within yourself. With how people think of you. Mood swings with your significant other. I was just diagnosed Bipolar and I wasn't upset or freaking out. When I read about the symptoms. It finally made sense on why I am the way I am. So you're not alone even though you may feel like it.