Hi sunnyrain.

So sorry your feeling down at the moment friend. I can empathise with your Grievance as I too lost my younger brother 3yrs ago to that horrible disease (The BIG C) And everyday I may hear or see something and it just puts` me back to that upsetting time. (I cry everyday wanting him back) I will phone up work and throw a sickie in cause of the way I feel, maybe for one day or several! My Home is my sanctuary and if I can help it I won`t go out. I have two photograph`s of my dad and brother right next to my television, so I can see and talk to them whenever. (Sad) We all have different way`s of coping with our sad grief! (This is my way) `But` still I would give anything to be with them both again!!
I thought that I was coping ok `But` my other brother could see a change in my attitude and manner (Aggressive and losing weight) So I seen my doctor AND now I se a Psychotherapist!!!

So `YES` I do empathise with you friend.

Go and see your doctor before it`s too late.

Take care................