If anyone has any suggestions please let me know I have this subtype which my therapist and psychiatrist never heard about until I did research and found it it explains my dissociations which the worst one last over 3 hours I don't drive but ended up 9 miles across town talking to a lady idk when I came to most times there just a few min to 15 min in length and realize I'm doing it but happens as many as 20-30 times a day I just got out of inpatient psychiatric care and they took me off all my meds and haven't been able to get to my psychiatrist yet to get back on meds and I'm on the edge of breaking and just don't care anymore also why did my mind hide my trauma for over 25 years until it manifested it made me lose everything my home job fiance a year ago I was homeless on the streets I'm barely getting things back together but I honestly don't care what happens to me or where i am I actually enjoy the dissociations it's an escape how messed up am ?