Hello KingTruth75: Welcome to PsychCentral… from the Skeezyks! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

I'm sorry you are having such a difficult time. We here on PC cannot diagnose you. Our purpose here is to provide support & information based on our own previous experiences. I see you have a therapist. But I wonder if you've had yourself checked out medically... perhaps by a neurologist. It might be beneficial to rule out any possible medical issues. Perhaps other members here on PC, who have had some similar experiences, may yet reply to your post.

PsychCentral is a great place to get information as well as support for mental health issues. There are many knowledgeable & caring members here. The more you post, & reply to other members’ posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you’ll be able to connect with other PC members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) Lots of great stuff! So please keep posting!