I went to session today because of how very bad we felt after last session. My t asked me to introduce myself to the one who was at last session. The one with all the pain and despair. (i am a part) I didn't know how, it's like we can't talk to her like we talk to each other. My t even said that maybe she is the original one born. But I don't think so. Or maybe I am afraid of that. She is in so much pain. I don't think we could live in that kind of pain. At present we are all parts and don't have an original one that we know of. As I am writing this I can feel her pain pushing up and it scares me but I also know she needs to release all that.. I just don't know how that is done