I feel optimistic even though it's early days. I'm going to start cleaning my flat slowly and find my old tv since I sold my new one for drugs. My step dad is taking me to a drug help centre hopefully on Monday. So I'm making the first steps. It's only early days but I feel proud of myself already. I hope I can do this. Thankyou all for supporting me in my previous posts. I can't wait to tell my support worker! She will be happy for me I hope. My parents are sceptical but I hope I can prove to them that I am strong enough and that I can do this.