I have tried for several years to get a better life, a job, more friends and so on but I keep being stuck. I do things though, Iīm not just at home doing nothing but the things I do never lead anywhere.
At the moment I study at the university for a year to do something else than just being unemployed. But as Iīm mentally not well, I have anxiety, I canīt cope with stress that well, I donīt have the strength to join class that often, I mostly study at home.
The studies wonīt lead anywhere as the donīt give me an exam, itīs just two terms to be away from the unemployment for a while.
I have spent 9 months in therapy and even if the therapeutic relationship is quite good I donīt feel any improvements although I really engage in therapy, I come up with new themes to talk about and such.
I just feel lost, I donīt have any personal contacts that can help me find a job and I just feel itīs hopeless.
Anyone else who can relate?
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