I can't help but wonder if I was ever meant to be here in the first place. Was watching a news story this morning about the first baby born with the DNA of 3 different people, and it started me thinking about "natural" vs. "unnatural" births (not trying to start any kind of debate/argument, sorry if I offend). The only real "natural" birth is regular birth, right? Would that make mine, as a cesarean, be "unnatural"? My mom had 2-3 miscarriages before me, maybe I should've been another one?