I'm also still trying to figure out which personality traits are me and which are the BP 2. I have noticed that whenever they add or change my meds a bit that there is a change in my behavior. My new psychiatrist wanted to try abilify out on me again, despite elevated symptoms the last time I took it. Now im feeling restless, irritated, and feel like i'm constantly in my head. Unfortunately I believe that being irritated and restless is just part of my natural personality and the meds just bring it out further.