(((IgiveupinOhio))) I am so sorry you're having a tough time. I don't know why, but some people in this world seem to have more problems than others. I personally believe God is allowing the devil to have his way, but God works things out for people who believe. Therefore, I have hope.
We are here to talk to you. How about joining some groups? There's even one for questioners:
http://forums.psychcentral.com/group...t-deities.html
We do care. Lots of us are caught up in our own struggles, but the ones who are okay for now try to be friends with fellow sufferers.
I even play the games on here to pass the time.
Okay?