Well, first of all, I gave in.

I couldn't stand the pressure of being "good" anymore. I'm having a massive anxiety attack about possibly having to leave the hospital tomorrow. I had to go into work today for a bit and even that screwed me up.
But here's my unusual, triggery question: Do any of you who have been sexually abused cut on sex-related body parts? I've been finding my stomach to be a good place for it lately, although the 3 latest are on my arm as usual .... but sometimes I feel the urge to cut on my breasts, or points further south. A T once told me that's a characteristic of the sexually abused .... I'm just curious if I'm weird or normal or what. I hope this isn't too disgusting a question. Apologies if it's out of line.
Candy