I'm so tired of living like this. Is there any hope for me? It's a
never ending stream of thoughts about what I am going to be eating next, when, where, etc. I spend my days planning out my mealplan and looking up things about Anorexia on the internet. I frequent sites such as this all day long. It's my life and I'm so tired of always thinking about my eating disorder and about food. It's weird, you'd think that with Anorexia that I'd never think about food, but it's the opposite. I'm always *planning*. Will I ever be "normal" or will it always be this way?

Bjork