Oh my I'm so down
so very deep down
nowhere to hide
on a spiral slide
feel like crying
heart is dying
why why why
just want to cry
get this knot out
scream, yell, shout
put me to sleep
weep weep weep
positivity flown
anxiety grown
I should value this gift
of life, I need a lift.
solitude I need
my spirit needs feed
with injections of smiles
I need to go miles
just to survive
to stay alive.

something, someone, I need help
but how, can't help myself

not right now.....

want my grandad.......my guardian angel........



not Jinny someone else don't know who