Oh I am guilty also of spouting "bs" or at least saying something completely different from what I want to say. But I think a good therapist will know more about what we're not saying then what we are saying??

I'm not sure why your T doesn't answer your emails? Can you ask her? I'd be surprised if it were to make you squirm? But having said that I also feel that T is making me "sit" on "It" when she's not replied sooner? But would a T really be that negative? I'm sure its our thinking that makes us feel that way.