It sounds like you are trying things and moving forward but very slowly, and it is frustrating. I also am experiencing this. I think the positive is that you sound very motivated to improve your life and heal from the inside out. This is a great foundation, so congratulations on establishing this for yourself. I like your attitude. You are seeking answers. I have no doubt you will get what you want in time, and you have also inspired me, too, to keep working at it.