I get up everyday, I get dressed, run my errands. I tend to my children all the time, their needs are met, mine are for the most part.
Yet, I feel completely empty. I'm lonely, their is a physical pain in my chest because I'm so lonely. My husband probably makes me feel even more lonely than I already do ..
I can't afford daycare to be able to work, I have no education, no money to get an education.

I feel just.. Empty.

I eat well, muster up the energy to stay active, I drink lots of water and take good care of myself and appearance. I write in a journal, and keep busy.

The tears feel like they are at the back of my throat all the time. I'm so unhappy it's unbearable but I feel like I can't change anything.

Just needed to get it out of my head.