If I ask her why she didn't respond, then I would be admitting that I had an expectation of her. A very wrong assumption on my part. The fact that I allowed myself to expect that she would be there to help me sort out all this junk from my past that she is helping me dig up, was stupid of me. I know that the only one who can help me through my current and passed issues is me. She is just a paid facilitator I've hired for an hour every two weeks. I learned a very good lesson this week--I'm on my own after the session is over.
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"Joy is your sole's knowledge that if you don't get the promotion, keep the relationship, or buy the house, it's because you weren't meant to.You're meant to have something better, something richer, something deeper, Something More." (Sara Ban Breathnach)
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