I'm a little stuck in life. I have a full plate on my hands and I'm trying to see how I can make everything work. I'm dissatisfied at work. I'm working long hours and my schedule is everywhere. We are short staffed and now we have a mandating list. As a single mom that really doesn't work. My work schedule and my assignment is always up In the air and it seems as The day progresses things get more complicated. I'm tired of running around. These are things that I used to address with my T but since I don't see a T my coping skills are horrible. My eating is everywhere. Sometimes I binge and other times I restrict and now I'm uncomfortable in my own body. Important tasks that I should be taking care of I'm not taking care of on time. I wait until last minute because I'm so mentally and physically drained. I don't have one day to rest and if I use it to rest then I'm behind. I was trying to address this as well with my T but I couldn't speak in details about certain issues and "just do it" doesn't work for me. There's seriously something wrong in my head when there are deadlines to meet and I feel stuck and as if I'm in quicksand. I'm not sure how to get myself to move forward.
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