I've always had emotions but I just don't like showing it so I pretend. The only time that I haven't felt emotions was at funerals. I'm not sure why. My family was upset because I don't show the same emotion the way they did but I had none. Also being around others who mourn is uncomfortable for me and I feel like I'm being judged because I'm not acting like them. Skeezyks is right. Therapy would be a great idea.