I feel my personality has faded away (lately) and wonder whether it's the meds or just the illness. When I'm with people, I often find it pointless that I am there with them, because I feel uninteresting to be with. I have a feeling it's mostly the fact I'm in a depressive episode.

The new pdoc and my therapist both commented that I present as very "flat" lately and asked me about that. They are trying to figure out why that is. I'm usually not like that. I do think Seroquel has a numbing effect on me.....especially when I take it late at night, but I still think it's mostly from the depression that I've become this way. I might be placed on Lithium next and hoping it won't further flatten my mood and personality anymore than it already is.