Thankyou for posting me. I actually took drugs yesterday and I blacked out while taking it . I was annoyed at first because blacking out meant I didn't get the high I was suppose to get. But now I'm worried. What am I doing to my self? My children don't live with me but I keep having dreams or nightmares about me not being a good mum. Maybe that is a warning or a sign because taking drugs is selfish and makes you neglect other people in your life. I'm going to a drug help centre In the morning. I don't know if that's enough to help me stop or if I need rehab but it'd the first step. My link to drugs is my next door neighbour so that won't be easy avoiding him but if you succeeded maybe I can