Hey all,

On monday i was re-evaluated and put back on ritalin and welbutrin. Three months ago, i was put on concerta and zoloft. The combination was very bad, and i layed in bed angry, not knowing why. I really wanted back on what i was on, but i am in the military, and that wasnt possible, well it was but at the time i was lied to, so i went 3 months crawling back into the abyss i was once in.

My marriage is failing, work is so/so, and i gained all my weight back that i had lost.
My wife is once again understanding, but i dont know how much of me she can take.

I also dont know if i agree with my diagnosis. But i deploy on the 4th so im stuck with my current situation for the next 6 months.

I dont know how to deal with the changes, or how to maximize my gain of being medicated. The part i dont like, is i am a face to face kinda person, and the only counseling i can get is online, not like this forum, but i need one on one help, all i want is to get my life to where i know i can be, and move on.

My job fails to accept my diagnosis, and treats me the same. since i can manage to do a lil over standard as a normal without meds, they think that is all i am capable of.

Well, thanks for listening to my story, ive read quite a few on here, it helps.