I have two poodles, they are supposed to be miniature poodles but Peanut is closer to the toy poodle size at 10lb. Coco is a bit bigger at 14lb. They are Ok dogs, they like me well enough I guess. I don't feel like I have a bond with either of them though and I am not sure why.

Its kind of sad to say it but I might end up rehoming both of them because I cant seem to train them at all. They are a bit too wild for an old fart like me they would be better for a younger person who could handle all the rough housing and play fighting. They also poop and pee all over the house. I have been trying to house train them for months now with no luck.

I originally got them in hopes one of them would make a good service dog(s) for me but I can see now it was a mistake. I know I cant train them to be service dogs if I cant even house train them. They were supposed to make my life easier but so far they have just made it harder having to clean up after them all the time.

I think if I ever want a service dog in the future that I will just buy one already trained. After all of this though, I am not even sure if I want one anymore. I might just be a cat person and not a dog person though. I kind of feel like a bad person for feeling this way about these dogs but I wish I hadn't got them.