My boss has been complaining about my work ethic. He's noted that my performance fluctuates every month. He even did a hand motion to show that my work ethic was comparable to a roller coaster. This means he's actually noticed my BP, but indirectly.

I'm just mad that he said I don't get a pay raise or the promotion I was promised. I can't help it that I'm rapid cycling and get 1-2 episodes a month! My hypo/manias are 4-7 days; my depressions are 2-3 weeks.

I never told him I'm BP because, well, (1) I don't think he'll care, and (2) he'll just use it as an excuse to **** me over.

I like my job, but not my boss. And I don't know why he even cares about my performance fluctuating. I'm getting things done by their deadlines and I'm not holding anyone back. It's just so stupid!

I'm just ranting... Maybe some of you can relate?