I talked to my T today, and we decided that yes I am going to see his colleague, yes I am scared, petrified, don't want to have to tell it all over again. But at least he will be there for the first few sessions, and he will fill her in on most of my background, and then he will be there when ever I need him after, I can call and email him when ever I want to. He says he is not going to let me go alone at this.......still scared to start over......but at least I know I have more support now........