The last year at university is a time of transition and the future is uncertain but also open with possibilities for you. I'm not sure there is a "normal" person. Some people conform to social expectations better. It is ok to be you. You are a treasure! People will discover that! Your mind might be protecting you from being judged, so socially there is awkwardness. I am just talking from my experience. I have had to learn to accept my uniqueness.