I think we all come to places where we think if we could just get rid of all this sickness--the labels, the therapy, the drugs, the doctors--then things could go back to normal. There's nothing really stopping you either. Except you probably know that that's not going to work out well.

As far as psychosis goes: it you're having hallucinations then you're psychotic. It doesn't make any difference whether you know they're not real or not; you're still hallucinating. As far as knowing you need treatment then of course it matters a lot. You can still be insane if you suspect you're insane, despite the old saw that says the opposite.