Yes. It makes a lot of sense to me. The confusion and questioning and struggle is intense and (from what my therapist explains) very common. I never used to like having a therapist saying that something was normal, but in this case it's like a lifeline at times to hear. It was like I dropped through a trap door to another reality and she was there, saying hello and acting like this was all just the most natural thing in the world to be going through. It's a comfort to come through realization after realization and have someone there to say welcome and congratulations to everyone.

Hugs to you.