I've been very busy the past few days.....not much time to think or breathe. Some of it is busy in a good way, and in other ways, it's just been stressful. I cannot think about the future. It freaks me out.

The depression is still there, but I'm trying to manage. I cannot tell if the new medication/higher dose is working or not. I guess it hasn't been long enough to tell. When I'm alone in my thoughts, the depression tends to be the worse. However, when I'm around people too much, I can't stay out too long since I want to be by myself a lot nowadays, or I'm overwhelmed and get agitated easily. I hate how depression tends to follow, no matter where a person goes. I wish I can escape, but learned the wrong way that quick fixes do not help....so just trying to cope in a healthier way than I used to.