I was lonely and unloved.

i was unfortunate enough to be born to a family who didn't give a ****, and that was difficult



point was though, they never loved me (no one really did)

I had toys- I had some marbles, a talking robot thingy, and a mcdonalds playset (so used to pretend to have tea parties with myself)

I liked exploring new things and trying to work stuff out, and I liked some of the shows at the time- but very lonely

my mental health journey started even before I started attending senior school (high school), and I ultimately didn't make it through- a mixture of hospital and instibility ultimately led to the school saying I could never catch up, and I was too difficult to deal with

so they decided to just stop my education.

and the rest gets worse from their