(((((((((Jacq))))))))))

You'll get through this. It will be hard, but you will. I know you'd regret it if you didn't do this, so I'm glad you're reconnecting - if only for a while. Treasure the time you spend together and tell her what's been happening if you're comfortable... even a bit. She might not be your T anymore, but she at least knows you well enough to offer some friendly advice.

Be good to yourself. I swear I'm contacting you one of these days when I can organize my time more effectively...

Much love.