I am so humbled and in awe of you "letter" post. Reading this brought a lump to my throat because it was like taking a ride in your heart. Thank you so much for sharing this with all of us.

I understand completely your reluctance and fear at the thought of sharing this with your t. However, I believe he would be so grateful and impressed with your ability and the grace you possess in sharing your thoughts & feelings. Maybe you could consider allowing him to read outside of your presence? It might make you feel a little less uncomfortable. I know sometimes I am able to send my t an e-mail with a thought that I was unable to express in session.

Again, thank you for sharing this most beautiful "letter".