There was so much rain. It just soaked everything. Dani and her boyfriend went to live with my mum (she emotionally abused me all my life) Mum wanted her to meet her and her friend so I went. She told me Dani was upset and out of control, and wanted her to go home. Tony went to see her. Mum and Tony blamed me for Dani being upset. I went to talk to them all, Tony ended up leaving me and staying with mum also. So much rain, Mum blamed me for being a crap mother and built Dani a swimming pool, she said she was never coming home to me, she shaved all her hair off and laughed in my face. Tony said he didn't love me anymore and wanted to stay away from me. I went to find Dominic and was assaulted by a youth laughing cos I was lost, he kept following me and taking a swipe at me. I managed to find Dominic and asked if he was going to leave me as well. He stayed at mums house too. I tried to climb up a ladder to get out of the garden in all the rain and kept slipping back, they were all laughing at me. I managed to get to the car, looked back and they were all laughing in the swimming pool. I drove away in all the rain, shaking, not knowing where to go.
I woke up this morning and I feel dreadful. I feel abandoned, it was only a dream, but I can't shake it off.



I feel everyone I love will leave me on my own.

K